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Tackle Football
Yes it may seem
weird, if not downright awkward, for tackle football to be one
of the joys and dominating passions of my life. I began playing
midway through high school. At first I was afraid, I was
petrified; I kept thinking I couldn't survive in such a physical
sport. When I started, flimsy arm-tackles were a way of
life...our games looked like 14 young people stumbling through
the uncoordinated physical period of adolescence (we were). It
is interesting to note though that in all of our games spanning
over 4 years, no one ever sustained serious injury.
At the University of Florida, much with the same
group of friends, we continued this longstanding South-Floridian
pastime. While most students would dream and daydream about
getting drunk or hooking up, I would fantasize, I mean
fantasize, about all aspects of tackle football. This would
often consume me. The best feeling I've ever felt in University
was on Sunday mornings when I couldn't get out of bed.
Saturday's football game would give me so many deep bruises and
nicks that if I could move, it was very slowly and with an
unmistakable limp. This was my nirvana.
Forged through dozens of tough games and battles,
I emerged as a premier middle-linebacker, widereceiver (hence
the e-mail address), and running back. My speed, agility,
tenacity, and newfound courage have propelled me to the top of
this recreational sport. I can comfortably compete with players
up to 6'4" and 240 lbs--quite the accomplishment for this 5'10",
165-pounder. I got only two word for potential challengers,
"Bring it!"
Web Design In
case it wasn't readily apparent, my love and passion for web
design--as the ultimate form of self-expression--ranks above
most other activities. Being able to engage an audience and
provide meaningful information and thoughts at the same time is
incredibly rewarding. As a die-hard introvert, nothing compares
with boldly asserting myself and my beliefs in a non-threatening
forum where I am the King and viewers my vassals. The power
rush! Not without it's drawbacks of garnering unneeded
attention, the forfeiture of my freedom is a small price to pay
to be a Creator.
Late-Night Discussions
with Shameem & Elham
The past year has
seen me make dozens of trips to Shameem and Elham's apartment to
engage in lengthy discussions, lasting well into the morning,
concerning the progress of The Faith in Ottawa. As an
eager and enthusiastic Bahá'í, there has hitherto been few
opportunities to intellectualize and analyze many of the
processes and trends that were taking place in my area. Really
discussing what can/should be done, instead of the loathsome but
pervasive cultural habit of endlessly complaining, we would
sincerely and tirelessly work toward solutions and fixes to many
of the challenges we saw the community straddled with. A total
break from the mundane and superficial that many people seemed
gleefully content with, we would penetrate into the reality of
existence and our role in the enfoldment of the Divine Plan and
our special place at this unique point of religious history (The
Cycle of Fulfillment). When I leave these congresses of
the spirit I feel wholly detached from the dross of this world
and connected to that source of bounty and grace that is 'closer
to me than my life vein.' Through these, what I see as,
pure souls I feel spiritually enlightened, edified, illuminated,
and consecrated. Words, however, lamentably fail to capture this
ineffable transformation that has no peer, no comparison, and no
equal.
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